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Okay, what do you guys think about me making a story about when they were younger?? I don't know, but hopefully It's easier. I got a new phone, and it's complicated :( But I need comments. Hopefully a preview will be up tonight or tomorrow :)

Chapter 2...

*Sorry it's late, Ive been completely busy since last weekend, Ive finally found some time... Btw, I typed this on my blogger app so there might be some errors :(
Enjoy...*

Nicki scruched up her face as she began to stretch her neck. She slept uncomfortably last night. She was exausted. Only getting around 5 hours of sleep didnt help either. Her eyes were low and red, her neck was hurting and so was her back. She had a slight headache.
Nicki placed her hand on her head hoping to calm the aching pain. She slowly made her way upstairs. Nicki stepped over a pile of clothes before stopping in her tracks. After rolling her eyes at the mess Mariah obviously didn't clean, she proceeded into the bathroom. Safaree lay heavily on her mind. But why? Nicki thought to herself as she took out the closed bottle of Advil. She took two out of the bottle, popped them into her mouth, and picked up her bathroom cup filled with water and swallowed the pills. Looking over at the clock that hung on the left wall of her bathroom, 9:45.

Sighing, Nicki took her hand from her forehead and turned on the shower and letting it warm up to her temperature. Once the water was set to the perfect heat, Nicki disrobed and stepped in.

--

Safaree struggled with the three suitcases as he carried them down the fight of stairs. Coming to the last step, Safaree noticed Leah wasn't home. Cameron was still asleep in his room so that gave Safaree a chance to pack. Safaree added one of his shirts into the already stuffed suitcase and closed it slowly and carefully, careful not to break the zipper.

"What are you doing?"

Safaree snapped his head around at the sound of her voice.
Leah walked into the living area, her heels clicking against the dark hardwood floors. Her hand sitting comfortably on her hips.

"What does it look like?"

Safaree snapped back. His eyes widened as he saw the small ass mini skirt she was wearing. She was actually parading around L.A in that.

"What are you wearing?"

"Clothes. You don't like it?" She asked.

She was beginning to act like she was looking for someone rather than spending time with her family. But Safaree knew not to ask, he knew the answer.

"No."

"Well.. I could care less if you like it or not..." She thought he was simply going away with Nicki. But that changed when she saw boxes of his belongings outside their bedroom door.

Leah raced back downstairs with the most serious look on her face. She was carrying on of the boxes.

"What is this?"

She held out the box so that he could see. He rolled his eyes.

"A box"

She huffed in frustration. She was getting frustrated with his dumb ass questions.

"I'm serious!"

"So am I"

Leah pushed Safaree away from tye suitcase.

"Are-Are you leaving me?"

She began to release a few tears. Even though she honestly didnt care, she needed him around.

Safaree sighed. This was hard for him, but the complete opposite for Leah.
He looked at her, he was starting to regret the whole thing. His love for her outweighed everything, but he needed the break badly.

"Just for a few days. I'll be back, I promise"

"Where are you going?"

Her answer walked through the door. Nicki ignored the look Leah was giving her and turned to Safaree.

"You ready to go?"

Leah looked at him. He looked between the both of them. They both ingaged in a heated stare down.

"Yeah..."

Safaree stood and grabbed his suitcase. He stood in front of Leah and kissed her cheek. Nicki followed Safaree upstairs.

"You got everything?"  He nodded as he picked up one of the three remaining boxes.

"Can you get Cameron for me?"

Nicki nodded and began to walk off then stopped when she heard Safaree's voice.

"Oh, and can you bring anything he might need?"

"Dont worry about that. Everything he needs is at my house."

Safaree smiled at her before walking past her so that he could put the suitcases and boxes in Nicki's car.

Nicki opened Cameron's door to see him sleeping peacefully in his crib. Nicki 'aww'd' at the sight.

Nicki swiftly walked over to the crib and picked up Cameron. He shifted a little but didnt wake.
Nicki softly rubbed his back as she walked her way doenstairs. She could hear Leah's squeaky voice from inside. She didnt want Cameron to see his parents arguing, so the best thing  was to get him into the car so that they could leave.

As the walked outside, Cameron babbled amd Nicki giggled as if they were holding a funny conversation.

"Where the hell are you going with my son?" asked an angered Leah.

I looked toward Safaree and he ran and took Cameron from me. I balled up my fist, but was interrupted by Safaree pulling ne to the side. He opened the passenger door and I got in. My breathing was off so I needed to calm down. Hearing Cameron giggle in the back made me smile, eventually my breathing returned to normal.

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"C'mon Cam, come to me!"

Nicki encouraged as Cameron stood a few feet away from Nicki and Safaree who was sitting crissed-crossed on the plush, red carpet.

"No, Cam-Coon, come to daddy!"

I rolled my eyes.

"What the hell is a Cam-Coon?"

Safaree dramatically threw his hand over his mouth and pointed at me repeatidly as Cameron said 'Ooh'.

"Language."

Safaree stated as he clapped his hands while Cameron mimicked his motions.

"Shut up, Safaree!"

Nicki warned. She looked over at Cameron who was sitting in-between Safaree's legs as he played with one of his toy trucks.

"You cheated!"

"He likes me better!"

"Whatever!"

Nicki leaned on Safaree's shoulder. She took in the whole scene before her. As much as Nicki wished it was her family, she had no other choice but to live this life while she could. Nicki popped in Toy Story and cuddled into Safaree. He didn't move. Nicki smiled and sighed happily.

"Why the sigh?"

"I'm just happy, that's all"

Nicki closed her eyes until they all dozed off. Safaree on his back, Nicki on one arm and Cameron on the other. The perfect family picure!

(Its wayyyy short, and I hate the length of it. I'm hoping to post Wednesday. I'm getting a new phone hopefully Friday and I'm extremely excited, but I'm only 15...)

:)

Oneshot: Elevator Love

Safaree ran toward the car to retrieve the umbrella for him and Nicki. Her make-up was slowly beginning to run. It was raining heavily. Nicki smoothed out her skirt as she waited for Safaree. People began to make their way in, and the last thing Nicki needed was to be trapped in the crowd and forced to wait in the rain. She looked over at Safaree who was jogging towards her with the umbrella over his head. He made his way over to her and placed the umbrella over the both of them.

“Thank you”

People began to file in a line as they made their way to the door. Nicki and Safaree, unfortunately, was close to the end.

Nicki stomped her foot and looked down at her watch.

“Its 2:30 and the interview starts at 3:30”

She looked up at a determined Safaree who wasn’t even listening to her.

They had tried dating once but it ended on bad terms. Their relationship was close, but as of now, they weren’t really talking unless it had to do with business. Nicki rolled her eyes at him ignoring her. She hated that they weren’t speaking to each other like they normally did, but now wasn’t the time to fix their problems.

“Chill… I’m sure we’ll make it”

“Sure…? No, see, that’s not good enough. I need to make that interview”

“We’ll make it, don’t worry”

He rolled his eyes and Nicki saw this. If they weren’t in front of all these people, he would be getting cursed out.

“We better make it…” Nicki threatened as she crossed her arms over her chest along with a pout.

“Can we move any faster?”

Nicki held onto Safaree’s wrist tightly as they made their way into the building. Nicki stood on the heel of her shoes so that she could see over the large line of people.

“Why are there so many people?” Nicki thought. She was becoming fed up. The line was slowly moving along.

Nicki looked to the side of her to see a crowd of people beginning to fill the space on the outside of the gate.

Nicki could hear some yelling coming from the front of the large line of people. Dream and Hush stood in front of her and her glam squad behind her. Even if it seemed like they were moving quickly, they were still ways away from the entrance.

She tapped Dream on the shoulder and he turned his head toward her slightly.

“Can we speed this up a little?”

“We’re trying. There was a problem with the lighting inside the building from the storm”

Nicki nodded then asked,

“Well is there any way we could get up front?”

He looked over all the people before looking back at Nicki.

“Yeah, just follow me”

Dream made a way for them to get through and up to the front entrance.

“Miss Minaj, you’re room is down the hall and to your left. We’re really sorry for the wait”

The stage manager said as he walked them to her dressing room. When they arrived, the stage manager handed Nicki her time for her interview since it was rescheduled because of the storm.

“We still have an hour and a half to chill”       

Terrance said as he sat back in the leather couch in the corner with his feet propped up on the coffee table.

“Can someone walk with me down the elevators?”

“The bathrooms are on the 1^st floor, Nicki”

Nicki looked at her like she was crazy. They were on the 9^th floor and the bathrooms on the 1^st.

“Safaree, can you come with me?”

He nodded.

We made our way around the corner where the elevators were. Safaree pressed the ‘down’ button and waited for the next available elevator.

Once they heard the ‘ding’ of the elevator, Safaree let Nicki enter first. Nicki hummed along to elevator music, but jumped when she heard the loud thunder. She moved closer to Safaree.

Nicki took a deep breath before closing her eyes and hummed along to the elevator music that was weirdly comforting her. Nicki peeked over at Safaree who was focused on the numbers that were counting down every few seconds.

Nicki then moved down to his muscular arms. She cracked a small smile as she remembered all the times he used to hold her. She broke from her thoughts when the lights flickered. Nicki whimpered and moved closer to Safaree.

The small clock like gadget on the wall of the elevator began to light random numbers. Nicki looked around and bit her lip. Her heart began to race as she realized that they could die.

“Safaree….”

He looked over at her. He heard the fear in her voice. He couldn’t lie, he was afraid himself. Even though they were on bad terms, he still had the urge to protect her.

“Shh, just calm down, I’m sure nothing bad will happen”

They were only on the 4^th floor. Nicki whimpered a little louder as the lights flickered on and off once again.

“Safareeeee, do something!” Nicki whined.

“What do you want me to do?” He asked as the elevator came to a halt and the lights went out.

It was nothing but darkness. Nicki could feel Safaree’s body heat next to her so she scooted closer to him. He held her and Nicki placed her head on his chest. He missed this. He missed her in general. It was hard to ignore his feelings for her. Nicki looked up at him even though she could barely see his eyes she knew he was looking back down at her.

Nicki brought her hand up and touched his lips before replacing her hand with her lips. Safaree tensed up before kissing her back. Nicki got a little caught up in the moment and deepened the kiss, placing her hands on his neck.

Nicki fluttered her eyes open and they grew as she realized what had just happened. She pulled away and scooted to the other end of the elevator, her knees up against her chest.

“Nicki…”

“I’m sorry” She apologized. She wasn’t sorry for kissing him. She honestly didn’t know what she was sorry for. That was the best kiss of her life, as so was for Safaree.

He sighed as slowly scooted closer to her, but the closer he moved, Nicki moved away keeping a good amount of distance between them.

“Nicki stop!”

Safaree gently grabbed her arm and brought her back to him.

“You don’t have to be sorry”

Nicki looked at him even thought they could barely see each other.

“Yes I do. I shouldn’t have kissed you”

Safaree sighed and pulled her to him and sat her on his lap. He had his back against the wall with Nicki straddling him.

“I missed you” He said as he planted kisses on her neck. Nicki closed her eyes with her head tilted back.

“I missed you too” she moaned. Nicki held the back of his head as he placed kisses down her collar bone.

He didn’t go too much farther because of the situation they were in. He would have if the lights weren’t out. Not trying to make too much movement Nicki slowly moved off of him.

She laid her head on his shoulder and spoke:

“But we both know it won’t work”

“Why”

“Because, we both love each other one day, and the next we hate each other. We fight, you leave. It’s a routine”

“But it doesn’t have to be that way. Let me take care of you” He held her hand, “I promise it will be better this time” He looked over at her.

Nicki squeezed his hand slightly and sighed, “I guess, but don’t fuck up this time” He smiled and his lips collided with Nicki’s. Nicki released a moan when their tongues wrestled.

Safaree pulled away quickly when the screen on the left shelf came on and a lady’s face filled the small screen.

“Hello?”

“Um, hello, yeah, we’re stuck in this elevator”

“I know that sir, we’re getting help now. Are you the only person in there?”

“No, my girlfriend also”

Nicki smiled when he said ‘girlfriend’.

“Okay, they should be there in the next five minutes” The lady informed them before her face left the screen and it shut off. Now, once again, it was completely dark…

The door opened with a loud screech. A man that looked as if he worked for the fire department walked into the elevator. The light from the hall shined in. Nicki saw her team behind the 4 men.

“Is everyone okay?”

His deep voice filled the elevator.

“Yes” Nicki and Safaree said in unison.

“Well you guys are free to exit now. You can take the elevator up the hall to the first floor. Miss Minaj, you’re interview was rescheduled. They will call with the details soon” Nicki smiled and thanked the man.

Nicki drew in a breath as she was finally out of the elevator. Martin walked over to them, the rest of the team following.

“So ya’ll asses got stuck in an elevator?” He tried to hold in his laugh.

Nicki rolled her eyes, “Can we go?” She was still holding Safaree’s hand, their fingers intertwined.

“Ya’ll seem close” Joyce said referring to them holding hands.

Nicki and Safaree looked at each other, “That’s what couples do right…? Hold hands…”

They all looked at them with shocked faces, “Let’s go because, I need a drink” They group proceeded their way down the hallway and over to the other elevator as they reminisced on old times.

The Wrong Kind Of Love

Chapter 1...

(Okay guys, I have another idea for this story. ‘Love Never Fades’ was more like an oneshot. But here’s the new idea I have come up with. Don’t forget to read my closing comments!)

Tuesday

The sun was still not in its permanent spot in the sky just yet. The cool breeze from the early morning swiftly moved its way into the room. Nicki removed the covers then shivered and covered herself back up. The red duvet covers warmed her body as Nicki ran her fingers through her hair. She let out a yawn and blinked after wiping the sleep from her eyes. She looked left to right and stopped when she noticed her window was open. Nicki let out a sigh before quickly removing the covers to get out of bed. She quickly jogged over to the window and closed it and locked it. Nicki looked out and noticed it looked like it was pretty early in the morning. She had a photoshoot with Cosmo magazine and also a meeting to discuss the pictures and future photoshoots.          

    

It was only around 7:30 and her photoshoot was at 11. With it being so early, Nicki didn’t want to eat just yet, not only was it a little too early, but she simply wasn’t hungry. Nicki walked around her semi-messy room, bothered by the messiness. She looked over to the leather couch in the corner of her room where the TV was also placed. Half of her room was clean, the other half not so much. She would just have her hired maid, Mariah, clean it for her. Nicki walked her way to the closet, whilst picking up her different articles of clothing. The party last night got a little out of hand, but the main problem was that her bestfriend didn’t show. He promised, and Nicki was upset, but she thought over the things that Safaree was going through. His girlfriend of 2 years, that by the way Nicki couldn’t stand, and her little lamb chop, Safaree’s son, Cameron. She felt sorry for Cameron because he basically grew up without a mother. She wasn’t sick or anything, she simple didn’t care. Nicki felt that Safaree deserved better. He didn’t listen, he loved her, and what could Nicki do about that?

Nicki walked into her walk-in closet and swiftly walked way to the back. Nicki sat her outfit on the bed along with her shoes and made her way to the bathroom after placing her dirty clothes into the hamper next to the bathroom door. Nicki hummed a little tune as she turned on the shower and let it adjust to her temperature. Nicki unknowingly began to hum Weak by SWV. Nicki chuckled and began to hum random songs. Nicki disrobed and stepped in after feeling the water and agreeing with the temperature.

After Nicki stepped out, she wrapped one of her pink towels around her waist and proceeded over to the sink; she picked up her tooth brush, added the toothpaste and began brushing.

Nicki shivered as she stepped into her bedroom. She looked over at the window but then remembered she closed it earlier. She then walked over to the thermostat that was set on 72 degrees. Nicki turned up the heat setting it to a toasty 77 degrees.

Nicki heard a little movement downstairs but ignored it. She grabbed the baby oil from her bedside table and sat down on the edge of the bed. Nicki removed her towel and began to apply the oil to her legs first. She did this slowly. A loud bang from downstairs made Nicki jump, she wanted to go and check but with her not being dressed yet she guessed it was the maid.

Nicki began to hum once again and didn’t hear her door open.

“Nicki, you ready yet?” Safaree looked up from his phone and his eyes bugged. Nicki’s head shot up and quickly wrapped herself in her towel.

“Safaree, what the hell?!” Nicki exclaimed as she looked at him not quite being able to for words. Awkwardness swept over them as they remained frozen.

“Damn…” He uttered a little too loud as an image came to his mind of what he had just saw.

“Excuse me?”

“Nothing…”

“Yeah… nothing,” Nicki securely wrapped the towel around her and stood.

“Are you gonna stand there and stare at me, or are you gonna leave so that I can get dressed?”

Safaree remained quiet and left also closing the door behind him. Nicki’s mind wandered off as she thought about what just happened. Safaree, her bestfriend, just saw her naked. She wished she could have prevented this, but she couldn’t. This was the last thing that Nicki needed today.

Nicki walked downstairs and slipped on her sandals. She looked around and noticed Safaree sitting on the couch looking at something on his phone.

“Mariah, you don’t have to stay the rest of the day. I will be fine” Nicki handed her and extra hundred dollar bill for her extra hours.

“Thank you, Miss Maraj” She smiled before exiting through the front door. Nicki turned to Safaree, “Can we go?”

He nodded and stood, after grabbing her purse they were out the door.

--

Nicki tied her robe securely and walked over to her team.

“I have one more set of photos to do then we’re done here. It should take about 10 minutes.” Nicki informed them. Safaree sat down on the all-white couch and looked over at Nicki. He licked his lips as he looked over her curves that were very much visible even in a robe. He then moved up to her flawless skin. She had the most beautiful face that he had ever seen, but since he was in a relationship, he hadn’t really been happy.

Safaree broke from his thoughts when Nicki asked, “Why is she here?”

Safaree snapped his head around at the sound of his girlfriend of 2 years’ voice.

“Faree…”

Nicki rolled her eyes at her annoying ass squeaky voice that drove her crazy. ‘Why the hell did he invite her?’

Nicki watched them as they began to converse among each other, even though their conversation could clearly be heard.

“Why the hell are you here?” Safaree asked her.

“I missed you…”

‘Where the hell is Cameron?’ Nicki asked herself before shaking her head. What mother would leave their child just anybody?

“Where’s Cameron?”

“He’s with one of my friends”

In Nicki’s opinion, he gave her too many chances. She understood he loved her, but she wasn’t good for him.

“Safaree, come look over the pictures with me”

Nicki said with a smirk. She loved to get on Leah’s nerves because she always got a good laugh out of it. He nodded and stood up, but stopped when she grabbed his arm.

“So you’re just gonna leave me sitting here? Why every time she ask for something, you have to run to her? Honestly, she’s not worth it”

Nicki balled up her fist ready to kick some ass but was held back by Safaree. She was lucky, too.

“Hoe…” Nicki mumbled as they made their way over to the photographer.

--

Safaree looked at Nicki one last time as he put the car in park in her driveway.

“I need to grab my laptop.” He said.

“Whatever.” Nicki responded, not giving two fucks as to what he does. She was still upset about that bitch Leah.

As they walked in, Nicki made her way toward her room, unknowingly stomping her foot. Safaree grabbed her arm.

“What’s wrong with you?” Safaree asked, and this made Nicki even more upset.

“Like you don’t know…” She turned to face him, “Just keep your bitch away from me” She warned.

Safaree exhaled deeply and jogged upstairs to retrieve his laptop.

--

“You need to chill”

Leah said as she sat down on the couch and turned on the TV.

“What the fuck do you mean, chill? Why the hell are you coming home at 4 in the morning? What were you doing?”

Leah turned up the volume and Safaree snatched the remote.

“What the fuck is your problem? Our son is upstairs asleep”

She rolled her eyes and stood up and walked upstairs, still not paying Safaree any attention. She walked into the room and slammed the door. Safaree walked upstairs and into his son’s room. He looked in and made sure Cameron was still asleep. He was, so Safaree jogged back downstairs, grabbed his keys and walked out. He needed to get away for the night, but would be back by late morning. He needed someone to talk to and the only person he knew who would listen was Nicki.

Pulling up to Nicki’s mansion that was located on the outside of downtown L.A., Safaree entered the code into the lock outside of the gate and the gate swiftly opened. Safaree drove past the front gate and was met by a big house that looked to be about 3 or 4 stories tall. He parked into the driveway and got out. The lights in the living room were still on so he was guessing Nicki was still awake.

Safaree walked up to the front door and pulled out his key. He unlocked the door and opened it. He walked up a few stairs that led to the main living area. Safaree heard some voices so he stood in the archway leading into the living room. The person stood up after exchanging a few words with Nicki and walked out of the other exit door. He watched as Nicki sighed and ran her hand through her hair. She got up and jumped when she saw Safaree standing there.

“What the hell?”

“Who was that?”

Nicki looked around. 

“Who was who?”

“Nicki, don’t play dumb. Who was that man?”

Nicki rolled her eyes at his sudden urge to care about what she did.

“Why do you care? You left me, remember?”

Nicki stormed past him and into the kitchen.

‘I can’t stand him’

“Nicki…”

He tried grabbing her arm but she moved away.

“Why are you here?”

He looked at her and the look in her eyes. All there was’ was hurt. He hated that look and if he could fix it he would. He knew they weren’t on the best of terms right now, but all he tried to do was make up for all the mistakes he made when they dated 2 years ago. He actually thought that she would move on, but nothing could stop the love he had for her.

“I needed to talk to you. I can’t come and talk to my bestfriend?”

Safaree using the word ‘bestfriend’ made Nicki cringe. She hated to think that’s all they were. Don’t get her wrong, she loved that they were close friends, but she wished that they were more.

“About what…?” Nicki didn’t want to pressure the issue any further. The truth would eventually come out sooner or later.

“I need to get away from Leah for awhile,” He saw Nicki roll her eyes, but then he continued, “I was thinking that maybe you would let me and Cameron stay here for awhile”

Nicki pondered for a moment. She didn’t want to miss a chance to become closer to Cameron and Safaree. She didn’t want to say no, but this was something she had to think about.

“Please” Safaree begged.

Nicki sighed and smiled, “Okay, okay, stay as long as you want.”

Safaree kissed her cheek after they engaged in a loving hug.

“Thank you”

They pulled apart. “I’m going home tonight, but I’ll be back tomorrow, I just have to pick up some things”

“You sure you don’t want to stay the night, tonight?”

He nodded. After kissing Nicki’s cheek once more, Safaree hugged her and walked out. All Nicki hoped is that he didn’t give Leah all of his love, which in Nicki’s opinion, belonged to her.

(Okay, so, I hope this story is better. I accidently erased the oneshot, so I will be putting that back up. I was lucky; I saved it on my laptop. Comment. I need you guys to spread the word about the story. Every Onikafaree reader is welcome, and even if you’re not Onikafaree, you’re welcome. Hope you enjoyed…)